The beginning of life was

That I did not exist.


There was a mother.

She was my God.


It was an unrequited love.

There was a father.

He was never there.


The body came to rest

But not the mind.

I was without solace.


The sister wanted to be a mother to me.

But she was tired.

I loved the mother.

She died.


I wanted to leave

And I stayed.

I wanted to stay

And I left.


Leaving was not important

And neither was staying.

I was important,

I, who did not exist.


 


Brief portrait Mohamad Mashghdost



This poem won an award.